How does one maintain composer during attacks? When one has fallen victim of unfair treatment? In the middle of wanting to vindicate yourself with such passion, how does one stay focused? Nobody can lecture one on this unless they have also truly been through such a trial and learned the lesson with some amount of success.
I think it is a life long lesson even for the most mature. Right when you think you have mastered self control, another test is given. One that stirs such hurt and injustice that you may feel like your blood may boil. Another trial that can cause you to grow spiritually or become bitter and resentful. It’s a difficult growing pain. I definitely do not have it figured out. But I do turn the the word of God. Lord knows I am not perfect and struggle but I desperately search for God to search my heart. Purge any wicked way within me and help not become bitter or resentful when injustices or difficulties may rise in life.
The lord searches the motives in our hearts. He alone knows everything in our minds, hearts and soul. The “WHY” we do things. How we treat people behind closed doors when the outside world is not looking. When we aren’t in the lime light are we still lovers of what is pure, innocent and good? Do we love the most difficult? Because it is difficult.
